a place for galactictroubles to write their galactic troubles (all replies welcome)

May 7

Day 56

Ok day I guess. I don't really know. Today is the first day that I really wanted to hang out with people. There were a couple elementary kids running around and playing outside. I was kinda jealous. I wanted to hang out with a group of people. It's not something I usually want to do. Yeah. That's basically it.

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May 8

Day 57

Theres this old lady on my street that I see sometimes when I go on my walks. She thinks I'm this other girl that lives on the street over. The other girl likes to go running. Whenever I see the old lady she mentions something she must've talked about with the other girl, but I have no idea what it is. She still hasn't found out we're not the same person. I'm not going to tell her. She's sweet.

Its almost Mothers Day. I honestly feel bad for my mom. She has to be a teacher to my sister now and I know she really doesn't like it. She also has to cook a lot more now. I'm hoping for Mother's Day we can just give her a break from all that. I think she'd like that.

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May 9

Day 58

Fine day I guess. Days are kinda just starting to blur together. It's fine. Tomorrow is Mother's Day. I hope I can do something nice for my mom. I don't know what I plan on doing. I was going to make her a card which I'll probably still do. I'm just waiting for May 18. May 18 is when the governor of my state tells us about his plan to start reopening things. It's not like everything's going to open on May 18. But the governor is supposed to update us and tell us what the plan going forward is. So I'm just waiting until then.

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May 10

Day 59

I don't know how I feel. I feel ok I guess. Everything just feels the same everyday. Which is fine.

I've been trying to get my splits for a while. Since April. I'm really close to getting my right split. I've wanted to be able to do the splits but I didn't know how to start. I'm really excited to finally be able to do the splits. So that's something I'm happy about

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May 11

Day 60

Feeling ok. There were lots of thunderstorms today so I didn't go on a walk. Nothing really happened today. I don't have anything to talk about.

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May 12

Day 61

Feeling fine again. Still just waiting. Not doing much. Feeling kind of tired but I'm not sure why. Nothing interesting happened. That's ok.

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May 13

Day 62

Feeling fine again. Lots of classes today. Lots of classes tomorrow. Just trying not to feel overwhelmed with the amount of work I'm getting. I'm not feeling too stressed. It'll be fine. I'm going on walks and still taking care of myself. I'll be okay.

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May 14

Day 63

Feeling relaxed. Today was fine. It's starting to feel like summer. I don't really like hot weather but it's fine.
For my dance class we were supposed to have a recital performance (with other classes from the same studio) but we have to perform virtually now. I think we have to record ourselves and turn it in. Anyways tomorrow I'm picking up the costume. It's a dress but I don't remember what the dress looks like. I'll find out tomorrow anyways. Kind of excited to see it and try it on. So that's something to look forward to.

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May 15

Day 64

Felt pretty productive today. I tried to catch up on assignments I missed. I missed a lot of assignments. But I'm trying my hardest to catch up because I don't want my grades to drop. I dunno if it's working but I'm just gonna try.

I almost had a panic attack today but I didn't and I'm glad that I didn't. I don't even know how I managed to not have a panic attack. I'm really glad I didn't. I haven't had one in a while. Which is obviously a good thing.

I don't know why I suddenly have so much to write about today. I just felt like writing and talking. I got my dress for the virtual dance performance. I don't really like it but that's ok. It's pink and it's not the dress our teacher said we'd be wearing. I don't know why they changed it.

It's going to be my friends birthday soon. She lives down the block. I think I'll go say hi and bring a present or something. At least say hi. I feel bad for her because she won't get to have a birthday party. I miss her. She's one of the three people I miss seeing.

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May 16

Day 65

Worked more on missing assignments. I got sidetracked while doing homework and ended up cleaning my desk for an hour. At least it feels less cluttered now. Still not completely clean but it's not completely messy now either. I have room to breathe.

Tomorrow is my friends birthday. I'm planning to walk by and give her a present. My present for her is a plant and a small balloon. I hope she likes it.

I felt kind of productive today. I want to get a real life journal again instead of just writing on here. I like having a physical journal. Right now I have a daily planner journal thing. But that's it. I'll see if I can find a journal lying around the house. That means I'll stop writing here everyday. I guess I'll write here if I do decide to do that.

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