✨to those who may concern✨

I'm staring a new thing in here. It's called Bunny's Special Quote Competition. 🌻 Now this is very strange lol. But you must come up with *your own quote* like I used to do in my early posts.

They kinda looked like this :

"Quote" @amiablebunny4016

Your quote can be about anything from hope to love or kindness or just life. Please make sure anything triggering has a trigger warning and pls don't write a huge chunks or a big essay lol. ✨✨Please be careful with the words you use. People may be sensitive. Please make sure the quotes are validating and not offensive.

Here are some ideas you can base this on:

Life

Hopeful

Kindness

Love

Trauma

The world around us

General problems in society

Etc etc

The winners with the best quotes will be rewarded with some beautiful graphics and I will put them into my bio :o (You will be credited)

Woohoo! Hope many of you join in!!!! If you would like to enter please reply with your quote in this post.

Any questions? Please do not hesitate to ask me!

I would love an assistant or someone on the teens side (a listener) or an ATL to help me decide winners or assist me with regular posts about this! Please let me know if your interested.

Winners will be decided every 2 weeks.

Good luck

Bunny.

Hello,

hope your all doing okay. ❤️

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tw/domestic violence

Due to the increase in domestic violence in my house my poems today have been delayed. Thank you for your understanding.

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Hope your all having a great week!

Love,

Bunny

Hi,

Hope your all doing okay. tw/domestic violence. Due to the more domestic violence in my home I decided to write a poem. So here we gooo...

To my Parents- Poem by @amiablebunny4016

Dear mom and dad,

Every time you tore me apart.

Told me I was worthless.

Told me that I deserved to be dead.

And I woke up every day...

And all I did was dread the day ahead......

As if a monster of worries kept following me....

You told me that I couldn't do anything.

You said that ......

"Life is tough. But sometimes you have to be strong"

yet you didnt think.....

you didnt think about supporting me.

You didnt think about being there for me.

You didnt think about your words.

Yet you say....

"Its what every parent has a right to do......"

And then one day...

What if....

I abuse my own kids?

your grandchildren.

Would i have the right to abuse the people who i was supposed to care for?

Would you tell me to stop?

And.......

The actions you took.

The darkness that kept hanging above me.....

what was the reason for all this?

if all this wouldnt have happend.. we could of enjoyed life with pure bliss.

what was the reason for my birth?

if you hated a child so bad.

why give birth to a child?

Yet you strangled me.

You slapped me when you could.

And if you couldn't ....

you would hurt yourself.

I'm sorry.

I know its *** tough.

But the things you did to me....

and the hope I lost...

and the fears i overcame.....

have all sunk within me.

And now.....

There is nothing to be done.

So thank you.

For making me a hopless person.

Your hopeless daughter.

is Done.

Bunny

Myself -poem by @amiablebunny4016 (me!)

Love myself for every time someone Hates me.

Hug myself when no one else will hug me

Talk to myself when no one will talk to me

Be myself when no one will accept me.

Treat myself when no one treats me with respect.

See myself when no one sees me.

Hear myself when no one hears me.

Walk alone myself.

When no one will walk with me.

Fight myself.

When no one stands with me in the battlefield of life.

Get back up myself..

When no one offers a helping hand.

Fall myself...

Get back up myself.

Cry myself.

When no one gives me tissues to wipe my tears away.

Encourage myself when everyone doubts me.

To be.

To see.

To hear.

To feel.

To be seen.

To be heard.

To have felt.

To fear the worse.

To try to be the best.

To love.

To hate.

To like.

To dislike.

To feel alone in this empty world.

I'm such a disgrace..

Yet everything I did ..

Was by myself.

Myself.

Bunny

heya lovelies❤️

Hope your all doing okay!!! what a tiring week hey? today's post is a bit of a mix. A bit of poetry and a bit of deep talk hehe.

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Behind my back...... -Poem by me!

I looked forward.

But I didn't look behind me.

Because I trusted you.

Yet our trust was a tragedy.

I walked across the hard and rocky paths of life.

I got torn apart by people.

But no power on the planet beats kindness.

I kept looking forward.

Walking .

Running.

Suffering.

But one day.....

I felt something sharp.

Sharp behind of me.

Almost like something I heard cut into me...

I turned back.

And there you were.....

And the truth was blurred.

You hid everything from me.

But I did not know....

That I was stabbed from behind me.

That you had damaged me with your words.

You talked about me.

You said humiliating things about my reality.

It was just the harmful brutality.

Of my respect.

Of my honour.

Of my friendship.

And my ship sunk.

was my respect a joke to you?

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Today, i was told that my own friends were "gosipping" or "hating" me. They targeted me in a class and they said very strange uncomfy things. this is why I wrote this poem. I could not react.... Because if i cried i would be judged. Instead, I laughed. But on the inside, i was holding back my tears. That someone would say such things. But its just the cruel world we live in. I cannot change my reality.

"sometimes you have to hide your inside to fit in on the outside" @amiablebunny4016

Bunny

Heya lovely people,

Hellooooo, how are you all? Me is missing so many of you. Oof.

These are tags to my lovely forum friends who have been amazing:

@Sunshiningandsoareyou (of course buddy, friends foreverrr!) @TabbyCat97 (the best grannie and sis in the world! I love how we spend hours on pms! lets reach 1 million!) @SelflessSpruce1515 (The bestie bestie you have always been, ily bestie) and of course @Fristo (thank you so much for being amazing and helping me out with peer appreciation workkkkK!)

** if you are not tagged it doesnt mean anything bad, i do these usually so we will all get a chance)

im crazy and Im proud to be crazy.

soooo...

this post is all about the quotes competition:

On Tuesday i made a post about this (scroll up to find out more) and i can announce only 1 person participated with a beautiful quote. I will have the honour of putting them in my bio. hehe.

Put your hands together for @SelflessSpruce1515

"Life is a dark, mysterious vortex of the mind and the soul, but with love, serenity, and purpose in your heart, you will find your way towards the bright light that transcends all expectations."

~ selflessSpruce1515

Congratulations amazing Spruca!

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IMPORTANT : Please submit quotes *next month* i am not doing this weekly and have changed my mind. Instead I will do it monthly. Thank you. I will make the forum post for that next month.

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Bunny

if this forum didnt exist. If i didnt write the poems. If i didnt create all this. would you still care about me? or would you let go? be honest.

heya all,

hope your all doing okay. i just am using this post as a bit of a deep thinking space

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I use the analogy of stars alot. That humans are like stars. That this star always shines no matter what. We are the star we have always been. And that spark, that fire inside of you..... all the things you hold in... all the pain you hold and the feelings you hide inside of you..... and even when you feel like the odd one out in a big society so scary and so chaotic. your not. because guess what? your 1 in 8 billion. You breathe. You live. Your heart is beating. we are the same speices. and even tho our thoughts and feelings are different that doesnt make you a bad person. That doesnt make you not wanted. it only makes you a person. a unique one. Do not let the darkness take over your mind. the darkness always comes. but remember. the sun comes up. the day always comes. But even when we think about it.. we still feel unloved.. we still feel useless... we still get these negative thoughts and feelings and often when i tell people about this star analogy they think they dont shine and they arent good enough. But nothing stops you from being unique. be different. its okay to be different. you dont have to be like everyone else. everyone else is already taken.

Sometimes we want to solve the worlds problems. but the worlds problems are never ending. society will never solve its own problems. But you can start with yourself. be the person you want to be.

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who are we?

are we seen or heard?

are we someone or no one?

are we stars in the sky?

do we get to fly?

are we loved or are we hated?

are we something or nothing?

and even when the world turns upside down...

Do we still get to smile or laugh?

are we humans or are we not?

are we creatures or are we monsters?

some ideas just dont make sense in a world so big, so scary.

what are we?

what am I?

And if i wasnt here today.

What would you say?

Would that make a difference?

I promise love.

Dont come to my grave and mourn me.

Because you see...

When we are gone , we are gone.

tears dont make us come back.

nor do the stars that we look upon.

because in a world so big....

and the life that feels so long....

i wonder.

what are we?

and what would happend if the world was here without me.

Bunny

😃so basically ...

Life update

=> breaking news <=

Life was going really well. Until I trip over. Because of some pencils on the ground. And my mom was like "you almost damaged the TV" (I was near the TV) and it was so funny that she didn't care if I was ok 😃 this is called the clumsy me. And I was giggling about it for no reason. And then my brother... he is learning about shapes and yes of course he calls a hexagon a 6ogan. So like me and him had a joke around shapes 😃Small things and moments are enjoyable in life. Even in an abusive home , I have really found my brother as my companion. Whilst 7cups is my family. Enjoy the small moments in life. They are beautiful.

Bunny.

Hello all,

Hope your all doing okay. If not then I am sending hugs and cookies your way (if okay). ❤️ I love the support in this thread recently! thank you so much everyone!

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So when I started writing I often used to get alot of critisism. Often things like "You write such depressing stuff. just stop it" or "can you not write anything good?". I would like to beat myself up for it. It almost became an addiction. I used to overthink what people said. But in this post I will show you the beauty and magic of how my posts can change someone's life.

Day by day, and time by time, the world is changing. Humanity is developing. In fact, in a large population we are so small compared to the world. Close your eyes and imagine the world. Imagine the world today. Where have we got to? And..... where has humanity come to? Have we improved for the better? Or have we got worse? How we see the world can be affected by your trauma. By your thoughts. By things that have happened. Every mind is different. i cannot ask you to see the world through my eyes because if I really did ask you.... To see the world through my eyes. You would probably think differently of what I think. It wouldn't be accurate. If God or mother nature counted all of my mistakes and sins the number would be innumerable. But thats what humans do right? We make mistakes.