@amiableBunny4016 space
Hi everyone,
Im gonna be posting here every week. So.. you may or may not have seen my poems across 7cups or my writing. Anyways, if you have not then thats okay.
Let me introduce myself. You can call me Bunny/Violet/Bun Bun. I am from the UK and I am 13 years old. So I came here to inspire, to love, to show kindness and to be respected. The biggest power on this planet is love and kindness. Humanity is in a state of disaster. Panic. Hatred. But hate never beats love. Because love has more power than hate.
I was bullied for over 6 years. I learnt alot across the years. I learnt to overcome. Learnt to love. Learnt to forgive. I am human. I am not a robot. I am not a stranger anymore. I am me. And if people wanna judge me for who I am then I say.... I forgive them. And I know that they can change.
Like Martin Luther King once said, “Returning hate for hate multiplies hate, adding deeper darkness to a night already devoid of stars. Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate, only love can do that.”
Humanity is changing. The world is awakening. And more and more people are realising the reality. The reality of social media. The reality of trauma. The reality of life. This is who we are. And together we form as 1.
We live in a big world. Scary. Isn't it? But its to beautiful. Its so beautiful how the sun rises. How then stars glimmer every night. How the wind howls. Isn't it? and we dont realise how beautiful it really is until..... we think about it. Think deeply about it and you will find how beautiful it is.
If your feeling alone right now. just know that.....
Your strong. Even if you dont believe it.
Your worthy. Even if you dont believe it.
You can get through this.
I am here for you.
We are here for you.
Thanks for reading, This is me, Bunny and this is my world.
Take care,
Bunny
Hi all,
Hope your all doing ok.🌻❤️
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Just wanted to let you all know that there is alot going on in my life right now. And it's a bit tight so please... Know that my replies and responses aren't as fast as they used to be. Sorry for any inconveniences❤️it's not that I don't care, it's just that life is taking me down ❤️❤️❤️
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Thank you all for everything you do. wheather your a listener or member or ATL or teenie or oldie.. I'm so proud of you. Keep going!
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Love ya all.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 hey bunny i am glad you are looking after your offsite life...it's okay we will always be here for you if u need anything at all. Take care
Blue
Finally got a chance to check out your world, Bunny! @amiablebunny4016
Thank you for letting us in so we can learn more about you. You are bright, talented, and full of life! All I can say is you are amazing! Hugs.
Have an amazing day and take care of yourself. ♡
Hello,
This post will be sensitive so please be respectful and kind. Hope your all doing okay by the way. 🌻
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The truth.
I wanted to reveal the truth about myself. About how I feel. I was trying to keep this inside for too long. But if I could describe one way I have been feeling about my life is
Forgotten.
The truth is I'm not who you think I am. And everything you think I am is what I want to be. But everything I'm trying to be is not what everyone wanted me to be. So I'm sorry if I can't always be an amazing version of myself. I'm sorry that most people forgot about me. Forgot I had feelings because I do have feelings. I'm sorry.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Bunny, never apologize for being yourself. You are human. You have your good days and bad days and that's OK. All your feelings and emotions are valid, I assure you. Please know truly that you are what we think because your actions confirm it! Actions speak louder than words! Every day you come on here you spread love and kindness. You check on others' wellbeing and take the time to let others know you are thinking of them. You are an amazing smile spreader and person. You make beautiful posts and share time to make others happy through your words and graphics! Please know that you are perfect the way you are. For your age and what you have gone through in life, you still have so much beauty left inside you! Bunny, you can do anything you desire to do. Bunny, you can be whatever you dream to be! Be kind as you are. Be loving as you. Be full of life as you. Be forgiving as you. Be excellent as you. Be amazing as you. Be sweet ad you. Be whatever you want and do not let anyone bring you down or kill your drive and self esteem. Love yourself for who you are. Embrace the struggles and overcome. You are soooo strong and I am so proud to be getting to know you. My wish for you is that you grow up to be an amazing, successful person to the world. You are already in training. You are worthy of greatness and all that's good. ♡
@YourCaringConfidant
tw- abuse, loneliness... and sensitive stuff.
Desiree.... You are one of the most sweetest, amazing, beautiful, magical, kind people I know. There is not enough words to describe you. I do not even need any evidence... Because I know Desiree is the sweetest Desiree I have ever known. Believe in yourself buddy. You have made a huge difference to so many lives!
But you have not seen my other side, Desiree. The number of people that got hurt by me..... The number of mistakes I kept making... The number of times I cowardly repeated my mistakes. The times I got manipulated by people who tried to break my friendships. I'm sorry. But my words can hurt more than actions. And my actions mean nothing.... When I try.... I try... It ends up failing and the cycle starts again. What was the purpose of my beautiful posts.... of my check-ins.... they don't mean anything to anyone. I messed up. And I am the one to pick myself back up. The abuse. The 8 years of endless abuse. The crap. I never... never really got a chance to let it out. And even if I did .. It didn't feel enough because there was so much on me. Everything you think I am, I am really not. I am not any of those things you think. I broke myself and now I have to pick myself back up..I ran out of hope day by day.. But I still stand in the field. In my war. And I keep fighting. The more I fight the more I want to give up. I am tired of being anything Desiree. I was no one. Just a person. An ordinary person like everyone else. People brought me down my whole life. There was no hand that helped me get back up. So now its my job to put myself together and like my parents used to tell me "get your *** together".
Well... Thats all I had to say.
And of course Desiree, thank you so much for everything you do. it means the world to me.
Bunny
Sorry all. I will reply as soon as possible. Life has become hectic. I promise I will get back to you all soon. Going through a bit of grief! Stay safe.. Stay happy. Lov ya all.
Bunny❤️
@amiableBunny4016
*sits with Bunny and hugs tightttt* 🤗
Always okay to take your time to be and reply, when you're able to. (it is never selfish to take the time we need). ❤
Sunny buddy here with Bunny buddy! 🤗
✨Hellooo,
I have some free time to write a post✨hope your all doing okay. If not, it's gonna get better I promise and if it doesn't I promise we are always here for you and we care about you ok? No one can tell you who you are because you are more than just your name or your clothes or your family... You are you and no one can change that ✨❤️
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✨Here are some amazing people that have been amazing✨(of course everyone here is amazing but I wanna tag some people close to my heart ✨
@Sunshiningandsoareyou✨✨ (of course I had to, you is me buddy.
@YourCaringConfidant ❤️✨
@Nomifordays ❤️✨
@Daf8❤️✨
@MarsietheBrave❤️✨
Thank you guys.. for being there. You areso so amazing.
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For every time you hate or dislike, you are wasting seconds. You should spend that time being kind.
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✨Here is a message for those struggling:✨
✨I know. I know your struggling. And I know life doesn't feel worthy anymore. I know your in your darkest days. Hitting rock bottom. I've been there. But you know what? I'm proud of you ❤️whoever you are I'm proud of you. I'm proud that you came this far. I'm proud that you are reading this right now. It feels impossible to run away from our fears and the misery of life, but if you take small steps... Tiny steps.. keep moving.. then you can conquer the world. ✨ I know you feel hurt. But you are more than you think. When I tell someone they are wonderful or amazing or worthy I'm telling the truth. And I hope you realise one day that your struggles were worth fighting ❤️that life is worth living. Sit with me in the darkness. And light shall shine upon us when we find it✨
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And I will repeat this alot on here. I did this earlier in one of my posts as well.
For if I disappear one day or if you don't find me, do not mourn me, do not ask if I'm alive or okay.. do not check on me.. because not every story has an ending. Do not try to find me. Just remember me for who I once was. And if you don't want to remember me, then don't. If you miss me.. do a favour.. hug someone. Show some kindness to someone. And be you. I'll always be proud of you.✨
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❤️I am planning on posts. Just bare withe. My life has been messy.. but I'll pick my mess up and be here with you all❤️
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✨For if you plan on hurting me or humiliating me.. do not stay with me. I have no enthusiasm in staying with people who have had intentions. Because darling, I don't want to give myself a hard time. Neither do I want to make your life harder. So make your life easier and show some kindness to someone. ✨You can be brave soul. So be kind.
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For I turn on the torch so I can find my way through the darkness.
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💜✨🌻🐇🤗💙🐰❤️🐢
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Bunny ❤️
❤️ We all adore you, Bunny. Thank you for the caring reminders, heartwarming appreciations, beautiful poems, intelligent writings and basically everything you are and do. ❤️
❤️ You are a fantastic, magical, flabbergasting and unequalled person. If you even consider disappearing from here/our lives, we simply won't let you because we all love you. And to whoever says hurtful things about your poems, either tell them to go and write their ideal poem themselves or just send them to do something suitable for their mind, like trying to drown a fish or so. As you know, I am and we all are here for you. Thank you for being you ❤️
Heyaaa all,
hope your all doing okay. ❤️
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Message for dear teenies:
Soo... Today was very interesting because for the first time ever I hosted a positivity in the teenies positivity corner room! hehe. And it was so lovely seeing all the teenies being so appweciative towards each other and towards me! Thanks @Fristo for hosting me buddy. i was overwhelmed by the kindness and the love whilst hosting. Everyone ended by saying thank you and sending such beautiful messages so thank you so much for all who joined. I will be hosting more of these when I figure out my schedule! I really hope to see you teenies moreeee! hehe. That was just a little update! Stay positiveeeee!
Sorry oldies.... I wish you all could join but not possible hehe.
hehe.
Thats all for today i guess, no other updates from me.
Have a gooddddd dayyyy!
Bunny
What is enough? By @amiablebunny4016 (me!)
What is enough? Was I ever enough? for you? for them? for he? for she? was I ever enough. For all I did. For all I tried. For every word I said. Was it ever enough to fill the gap bewteen us? Was I enough for you? Or was I never good enough? Life is rough. I get it. I know dear. Life drags us into this endless cycle. But if there was something I always wanted to ask.. I would ask this. Did I hurt you? Did I drag you into the darkness? Did I give you pain? Did I instill fear? Did you ever hate me for who I was? Was my love and support enough for you? Was I enough for whom I was? Was my pain and sorrows enough to fill the scary night will more darkness? What was enough to fill the skies with light when all I did was complain and groan about my life. And if I was never enough, and my kindness was never enough, I was never good enough.... Then how would I face the world? How would I be typing this? But if I was never enough for you, remember you are enough for me, for all you done, for all you did. For all you want to do. You are truly enough for me. You don't have to change yourself for others. You choose who you want to be. And the cycle goes on. I fell to my knees and apologised. I was never enough for anyone. But I gave myself enough pain. I have given up saying sorry for all I done. I am not the Bunny I wanted to be. I am just ......me.
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The word "enough" is used alot in today's society. But remember:
You are amazing the way you are. No matter how big or small you are, no matter if you supported someone little or big, no matter if you are struggling or not, you will always be you. And we are always here for you.
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Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 You are not alone Bunny , I am not the best company but as long as you don't kick me out, you are stuck with me here .
@SilverMistakes
I do not kick people out of my life. People used to kick me out of their life. But thats life. People leave and people stay. You can stay with me. I have been stuck to people for a long time. But remember:
No power on the planet can destroy you, you get to choose who you wanna be.
I am always here for you. Even through a screen.
Love,
Bunny
Happy Valentines Day all!
You all are loved and cared about. If you are feeling lonely this valentines day just know, you are amazing and we can get through this together okay?
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016 Aww yay sweetest bunny carrying all the love for everyone!🥰
Happy Valentine's Day, shining buddy, I hope you're always surrounded with love and lots of loving! ❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Sun budddyyyyyyyyyyyyy,
Omggggg... *hugs* I also wishing you all the happiness and love in the world! i love yaaa so much!
I sorry for late reply. I was out with my family.
Bunny
@amiableBunny4016
Aww it's okie, always take your time to respond!❤ *hugssss* Love ya so much also, shining buddy! 🤗
How did it go with your family?❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs* but uh nu.... I must respond to my sunny buddy asap. I always try my best because Sun buddy deserves immediate replies. I went terribly because as always my parents always find a way to argue with me but oh well.... ❤️*sending hugs and love to ya*
Bunny
