Private explanation and need of break
@wizeakre @CaloenasNicobarica @purpleWest8143 @perfectStorm426
I'm putting this explanation up because I partially feel like I need to explain but I'm putting it here because I don't want everyone to read it gah well anyone can but I don't want it in my diary and dont know about putting it in trauma sub where it probably belongs but this is something I just wanted to share with you guys privately I guess. So the incident that happened which really has me falling apart now partly because I don't know how to Pick myself up again, I don't know how to cope and I was fearing this would happen but had been told by others that i was being dramatic and too sensitive. Last Saturday night while out celebrating and trying to live a normal life, I was assaulted, the harrassment turned far darker than I imagined it could but had feared it would. I got myself home in a state of shock and posted to my diary as North had posted asking what I was doing. I didn't want to share because I was stupid in thinking I could go out and live a normal life and trust those I was with to help. No one noticed that I was missing or no one cared. Not sure. I'm unable to manage this and have been mixing up between wanting support or flighting from this site, the part of me that still believes the critic truly believes I was at fault but the other part is trying to assure me I'm not, idk? What happened in my diary I feel bad about I kept reaching out but being vague as well,.. I'm in need of a
@wizeakre
Sorry for tagging you here. But just didn't want to tag in the trauma community and didn't know where else to write it.. feeling a little uneasy after check in the other day.. think someone is back who was really unkind and maybe idk what an appropriate word would be, anway just hoping your ok? Cause I know they were really not nice toward you, if its the same person but my gut is telling me it is.. it's put me a bit off and not really wanting to check in anymore or anything.. gah I hope I don't sound mean or anything, just wondering if you had noticed cause I haven't seen you around check ins lately.. maybe I'm being paranoid? Here if you wanna chat about 💖
@calmLake1999 You we're assaulted in public and nobody helped you? I'm sorry to hearhear that. Hope it wasn't too scary for you . I'he witnessed a snatch thief in person I wasn't able to help and felt useless .I hope you feel better and let go of thatthat scary event .
I'm sorry you were assaulted, I hope you had gotten the help you need. Did you file a report and seek medical help? You wrote the harrassment had turned far darker than you imagined, does this indicate that you knew your attacker? This post probably should be in the trauma subcommunity. I hope you find healing on your journey and find a way to seek out support where is needed.