Oh hey, another confession from me
Just as the title says, this is just another confession from me. Not a big deal. Just wanted to say that when I say I have no one to talk to I mean I have no one who will understand and there are people I don't want knowing I'm suffering (parents, certain friends, teachers, etc) so I won't talk to them. I much rather talk to the two friends that know or this community on here. So when both of those friends are unavailable, guess who's going to hear about my issues and all that junk? Yep. You guys.
I really am sorry.
You don't have to feel sorry, I'm new here and I guess what we do here is to support each other and share our thoughts because that's what brought us here... keep moving on and everyday is a brand new day :)
I think I'd believe that every day is a new day more if I stopped waking up and feeling extremely low. Maybe if I wake up happy for once it'll actually feel like a new day. Until then it's a continuous stream of feeling like this.
I know you're just trying to help and be optimistic, so I'm sorry if I came off as a jerk, I didn't mean to.
Woah you are one of the first few people i met who are actually honest to themselves and the others. Yes, lies make our lifes so much easier, but id say that 99% of the people here dont recognize, that their suffering wont stop if they keep on lying into their own faces. Especially that. Thank you for not blaming others on everything that has ever happened to you, lying to yourself to feel "better", whichmeans worse and closing your eyes refusing to face the truth.
