My strange mind: entry one

10/31/23 1:36am

my mind 

My mind is a void most of the time, thought I might see a thing or two it’s usually a pitch black void where the only people I can find is little me ( me from ages 2-10) and pain me ( me from 11-13). I don’t know why my brain made them up but little me is usually just kinda there and pain me is usually silently crying in the corner or talking about (TW) pain, sh, suicide, hate.(TW is done) other times I’m in what I call the field a open area of light brown talk grass surrounded on the sides with tall pine trees with a big oak/willow tree in the center of the field. I can usually came half blood and L’manburg somewhere in front of the tree ( most comfort characters are there too). It’s always sunset at the field. there are a lot of crows that are friendly and who I call raven a pale raven haired person in a pretty space kinda dress with super pretty raven wings. I think she is supposed to be me but magic and older ( I’d says she’s about 17/19). I usually go to the field looking like her. Pain me (she really needs a name) is usually siting at the tree look at the sun. I think the field is my brains safe spot. I like the field. Sometimes at the bass of the big tree I see a grave.( It’s my grave I know that) but only when it’s bad do I see it. 

Entry one done (1:59 am)