My life's focuses and question on which subcategory of the forum community I should choose

Hello all. I don't know exactly what to write and where to write. I'm a bit lost here, in this section of the website, but I feel the need to be here more.
I am 23 year-old high school student (still that, but irregular because I am an adult. I am still that because of my mental health problems, and because I was bullied. I am a high school student for too long because again of my mental health problems. I have exams every 2 months, all in one day, but I get to choose which I want to take from current year of schooling. I now want to get very studious and make some money to get some new things in life, such as friends (at college would be easier) and to be independent at some point of my Mom.
The second thing is my autonomous French learning. I am doing it on my own and find it more rewarding than in classroom setting. I feel great when I do it. I just need, most of the time, to get myself to start doing it, and be consistent. I often would rather think of the things that are not possible for me to do right now, instead of the possibilities, as my possibility to learn French in a rewarding way.
The last thing is what I've just started a day ago. I set up an account on some freelance job website, as a freelancer. That is a bit clumsily done, but what should I do. I applied for 2 jobs, and plan to do more, even though I get out of my comfort zone then.
But... I am still empty. I have no friends here where I moved when I started high school (8 years ago), and every day life seems getting very dull. I just need to get over everything and get to work, to try, to go through hell if needed, but I need as much support as I can get.
I forgot to mention that I have friends, but in my hometown, and a boyfriend who is living in another place, but the thing is that I should live where I am.