My daily reflection area.
Hello. I’ve just found the diary section of 7 cups and decided to make one! I will mostly reflect on my day here, but will occasionally do other stuff. Please be warned that there may be talks of suicide and depression, so don’t read if you’re sensitive to that! Have a good day!
Well, not really reflection 1 yet, but I need to vent.
My life sucks, sure, I live by the beach, but I can’t fucking talk to anyone without sounding like a bumbling idiot. I have this one person added on Snapchat, met her 3 years ago but we never talk. Their amazing in every way, but I can’t start a conversation. Fuck my life.
I can relate. It's so difficult to try to conversate with a complete stranger & make a friend. I haven't had any luck either so I know the feeling. I wish it was easier to find friends.
A VERY late day 1.
Well, let’s start with the morning. I woke up, exhausted as always, and checked my phone. I went downstairs and ate breakfast, hash browns. I played video games and then visited my 96 year old grandma. She was a joy, but I fear she’s on her last few weeks. After I visited, I went to get pizza. I came home and relaxed. At night, I ate dinner and then showered. I did a Tarot reading, and learned something, that I must have faith. Faith that my life may turn around, faith that it will be okay. I’m not saying that anything my reading said will come true, but I have faith it will. That brings us here, lying on a couch playing Assassins Creed, hopeful for a more successful tomorrow.
