My Poem Diary
Writting poems has helped me a lot as i organize my mind, i feel the need to rhyme as I pass the time reflecting feelings and deeper meanings often coming from my Day dreaming. It seems to me, the blind do see better than me, so i cannot deny these records of my trying to inspire a fire under thee😊
If you find any of my old poems, please bring them home. Please post them here to share back with me, its a comfortable history.
If I drew a picture of my thoughts
You'd have no idea what you saw
Deep confusion splatter on the wall
One dark corner has nothing at all
Tough equations neatly along the top
Fractions go on and never stop
Love and sadness all look the same
Happy throughts drip down on pain
Sanity paint strokes of my brain
Calm but feaverishly insane
Some might just see a stain
Others will grab some paint and play
I know this was a very wise tree
Its now disguised for me to see
So I can conimplate completely
The time........
as I watch it slowly go on by
So i shall honor her respectfully
As I carve upon her decrotively
A reminisance of my retrospectfully
Pondering my destiny
A passing thought
I'm dissatisfied, I can't lie
I just cried, I just wiped my eyes
I feel dead inside, Unwise
Despised, deep down compromised
........but really, I"m fine :-)
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As i try to get high i must quickly decide to be kind to myself, So i try to guide those thoughts in my mind towards a more positive ryhme
Twas the night before Christmas at the Big-House.
Not a creature was stiring, not even a mouse.
Everyone was in bed down here on the block
We have Christmas too, though that may come as a shock
No presents-No reindeer, nothing at all!
Stay on that yellow line when you walk in my hall
We still remain grateful for three hots and a cot.
And we try not to dwell on all we have not
So stick together, we're all in this boat
If we work together, we'll all stay afoat
It's not about what we have
It's not about that at all
So have a good night
&
Merry Christmas to all!!
I feel strange, Rearranged, Ive changed in some way, from the meds that I take.
Subdued, calm with an attitude thats misconstrude depending on my mood
.....that swings, or be kinda rude, but i have no clue......do you?
I dont know what to do, i cant move
I cant choose, i might loose a nice view
What shall i do? Yes, im asking you😊
😊 I'm conflicted in my own head contradicting what I just said
@juliak1968
MONDAY??
@ClassicAnonymous17
Monday Funday
@juliak1968
I haven't heard from you in awhile
I hope you're doing okay!😊💟
@ClassicAnonymous17
I lost contact with you. I just got the call, i got the apartment
@juliak1968
I am glad you did get approved for the apartment!!!😊👍 * When do you start moving??
@ClassicAnonymous17 right away im in feb 1st
Yay
@juliak1968
That's incredible I'm so excited for you!!!😊👍
@ClassicAnonymous17
Thank you. Its such a nice community and the apartments are all new 😎 How is your day going?
I'm so happy for you!!!
_ today was not a good day back in December I started having some problems contact the doctor's office they told me that they couldn't even speak to me about an appointment until I paid a old medical bill so I had to pay that before I can make an appointment and that was in December they told me they couldn't fit me in until
January 26 _9:00
This morning I woke up at
(7: 15 am)
took a shower washed my face got dressed and did my makeup literally as I was putting on my socks (8:10am) getting ready to leave and go out the door I received a phone call that I messed it went to voicemail because I was trying to get my socks in my shoes on stating that it was from the doctor's office and they had to reschedule. voicemail also stated that the answering machine doesn't turn off until 8: 30 so I can't call and reschedule until after 8: 30.now where I live if you do not give a 72-hour notice at the doctor's office they charge you a hundred and fifty bucks but the morning of vacant cancel within the hour that is beyond rude!!!
when I called I told the lady I was at this is becoming a problem like I needed to be taken care of as soon as possible she told me with that doctor that the appointment was with she couldn't get me in until 03.03.21 I listed off three dates for her for next month I said I need one of these three dates with any doctor that's available/ we did come to an agreement my appointment is rescheduled for 02.16.21👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
@ClassicAnonymous17
Yea the doctors and mental health workers think nothing of forgetting to call or hamming up an apointment, but we cant do it. Keep your chin up. Its going to be alright😊
