Magpie's positive thoughts π¦π
This thread will be where I try to keep all my more positive thoughts βΊοΈ
I've realised keeping them separate keeps my mindspace safe, away from the pains I can feel the happy a bit better π
Comments are welcome π¦π
@WorriedMagpie
You're an absolute star! I've seen you around the forums and I'm amazed how you can put your thoughts onto the online world in such a clear manner! You've inspired more people than you think, since you've done that, I've seen a huge afflux in people expressing their thoughts.
You ought to be proud of yourself! β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
@FrenchMarbles
Thankyou genuinely so much for taking the time to say such kind words, it took me by surprise but in a good way ππ¦
What a lovely way to start off my good vibes thread βΊοΈ
It's hard to imagine that I could have an effect on anybody, but it makes me really happy to hear that you think that's the case, a small ripple can have such beautiful consequences π I'm just grateful for people like yourself (I've seen you around too, you're such a kind soulπ) who take the time to create a space where we can be so open, I've realised that sometimes just putting words to it and releasing it into the world makes it that little bit lighter to carry and to have that opportunity, I will forever be grateful, thankyou ππ¦
Well hello future me, I hope you remember the way we feel right now :)
The gears have come unstuck, something, somewhere, feels different, it feels easy and bright, it feels spacious up here, like the pieces have finally started to come together.
I've waited so long for this feeling I dont want to forget, I'm at peace, this... this is what it feels like. it feels like love and warmth. As though im only just meeting myself for the first time, this is her.
It feels like just after the biggest warmest hug from somebody you love, it feels like reaching the top of a bloody big hill and realising you made it, like a warm drink on a cold day, like watching the sunset, all those feelings that make you feel alive,
They came back
And for now I feel peace πΈ
Today has been a good day π
The sun is shining still it's about 6pm now, we've been out all day and it's been lovely, since something changed in me I've managed to hold onto it. Things are peaceful, I have a lot of my plate rn and I feel more in control than I think I ever have done, it keeps surprising me that I'm okay, I'm not worried about everything, only some things and those are being dealt with one by methodically.
Im carving out the ideal life for myself π
Me and big are doing really well, we've started talking about stuff again, I feel listened too, I think thats partly my change, but also his π I've noticed a change in both of us and honestly I don't want to jinx it but feck it I'm enjoying our time together, and it feels like it could actually work ππ¦