KindHuman's Place

Dear diary,

I feel awful again today, grief is not letting go of me and i am feeling myself going deeper and deeper into the darkness of my mind again. I want to tell everyone that i love them but i just cannot because i feel i am incapable of it. Everyone around me keeps leaving and im only waiting for the time im left alone and i am so so so scared, life isnt easy for me these days and my body is giving up on me and i dont know what to do. How do i live my life normally when everything around me has stopped spinning? How do i tell a person to come back? How do i tell them that i really do love them more than i ever loved someone else? I dont know what to do i dont know where i am and i dont know whats going on. I hope someday i do the ansers to these questions and i hope it wont be too late.

~A kind human