Faithful Prune Diaries #15 part 3: Pay Day
Part 3: Payday
Well, here it is. I knew it would happen. I got paid and bought the cigs. He asked me for money and I said "I guess", then the apology for the way he talked to me came. It happens every time. It's a pattern every month. I know he's using me; I don't have the heart to say 'no'. I'm sorry people, it came to this. He doesn't even believe that I have the issues I say I do, doesn't even care, but everything's okay when I get paid. Why do I keep letting this happen? Why do I keep letting him use me for my money, and most of all, why do I not have the heart to say 'no'? Everyone is welcome to respond. Thank you!
@FaithfulPrune9638
faith, it looks like you're having a hard time. I can't comment without knowing the entire background but I do want to let you know to not be so hard on yourself. we slip up sometimes (many times) and that is okay. I wish someone told me that when I chastised myself for slipping up. you got this <3
