Always waiting.
I find myself that I am always waiting on other people to be present with me. When I make a plan I am committed to following through with it, yet when the other person seems to not stay committed to the plan. I don't know, I just feel like I am always waiting and waiting on others. But there is a good old saying that goes, you can wait for ten years for the train arrive unless you start walking on the tracks. I believe it, but I guess I just have to find more available people for me, thats all.
I feel like when I make plans with someone a part of me assumes they'll be canceled last minute, which they usually are. When I make plans with someone im 100% committed and even rearrange my own plans to work for the other person better. It's sad that I'm always expecting to be let down
I have a really bad habit of cancelling plans on people, infact not even cancelling just not turning up. It must be so annoying for them and I really don't mean it. I just have those days where I physically can't move. The last thing I want to do is lose the little friends I have
I understand what it's like to have days like that, but you should consider how that makes other people feel because it really does hurt when people cancel all the time:/ I know they might not know exactly how you're feeling but it's hurtful when people I know do it a lot
