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OP
October 10th, 2022
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Everything is going sooo swell. My one supposed "special and memorable night" ended with me having an anxiety attack because everyone was too loud, my friends invited other people who I didn't want to see there, yet I couldn't say anything because all of them were having a lot of fun so my one, and most likely, only "special day" turned into a nightmare. Then I have exams coming up, especially oral examination, which won't end well knowing me because i just hate talking or public speaking cuz i shake uncontrollably and evey whisper or laugh scares me. Now, I'm getting so annoyed that some people touched my things and I fucking hate it. I can't get it back, complaining about it does nothing, can't confront the people because I'm too scared to say anything.