Finding Her Again

The "Being" of myself has been a journey. It meant creating a world for me and not an empty void. 

The void ,as in, spirituality, is a place of stillness where nothing is really happening. 

And so, during these times I became still to the void, doing inner work.  The inner work is emotional of a moment, sometimes it is even more difficult to manage and overcome. Therefore, I related to it very well. 

My IDG was, at a time, the relationship to myself. Who was I? It had followed along with many extensial crises. What was my purpose? Why did I feel an emptiness ( the void) ? 

I spent daily meditations within in my mind during that process, allowing anything to come and go as it so pleased.  Not to mention several personality tests to give me a window into myself and into that I walked into Carl Jung, the Swiss Psychatrist. This would soon, further and become a whole new inner world to me. 

Finally, awareness, insight, and self-actualization would follow. 

I started researching my values and aligning them as well as what made me who I was, and my own moral compass.

I can now be in the presence of who I am, fully and authentically. She is! What a relief!