need food
i need help on trying to eat more.
i hate eating and i hate food.
normally all i have all day long is ONE sausage link.
@blitheSun94
im so tempted 2 purge even tho im under my max calorie limit and all i ate 2day was 2 hardee's biscuits and gravys i just feel like a fat PIG......
and then i walk into work w\ the food and they are screaming at me for leaving 2 go get food wen they no i dont normally eat.
they kept screaming that i shouldve brought them back some food since i was over there in the first place and didnt even ask if they wanted anything. wen 1 of them dared 2 ask... "can i have it?" i was so tempted 2 give it 2 the and fast the whole day! i had 2 fite w\ myself 2 make sure i said "no! i need 2 eat. this is mine and i need 2 COMPLEATELY eat both of them, b\c i probly wont eat anything else 2day...b\c how fattening this is!"
Hey you,
I'm sorry you're still struggling. I see you're eating a lot of high calorie foods. What helps me is keeping up with my vegetarian diet (I still eat fish). This allows me to balance between healthy restriction and the slippery slope of my ED, as well as, a greater diversity in my food choices. Personally, it helps me to eat lower calorie health foods through out the day w/light exercise rather than designated meal times. It helps me avoid the risk of binging after restrictions all day.
Hope this helps. Try not to be too hard on yourself. ♡
@blitheSun94 i cant eat veggies b\c the people i live w\ only eat meat! :'(
@alexaners7734
You can't buy your own food?
@blitheSun94 parents take my $$$, then wont even let me get wat i need and they only buy wat they use AS LONG AS I DONT ALSO USE IT!
@alexaners7734
how old are you ? Can you get away?
@HalliwellSister 19. no. i cant even survive on my own. parents kicked me out until i was homeless, so now im stuck w\ them again.
@alexaners7734
ohwow I'm so sorry to hear this
STUGGLING 2 EAT MY CAKE RITE NOW! :'(
@alexaners7734
you can't eat the cake ?
