My Grief Journey
I lost my son and my sister 83 days apart in 2023 and in October I was laid off. I was in the middle of separating from my husband and all this happened. He did nothing but terrize me till this day he just slammed his bedroom door. He knows it scares me and that is that.
My family they are back to living there lives and that is that.
i have been diagnosed with Severe PTSD AND borderline personality disorder, its a lot but I have good days and then bad weeks. The last 3-5 weeks have been bad I want to be alone I don’t want to participate in anything and I need to get out of this.
I just need some people who feel like me and or trying to get better.
I miss my son so much I can’t stand it. He is my angel but I just want to talk to him and hug him.
@LaRee2005 😥 I'm so sorry sweetie ❤ my son is a Angel in heaven too, his name is Joshua, he's 13 years old now🙂❤ what's your sons name?
it doesn't take long for the world to carry on with their lives. Until your the one grieving, it's like nobody else understands that your world has stopped 🙁 I'm glad you opened up here, our grief community is very kind and understanding ❤ I know it's hard sometimes to even get out of bed🙁 in there times it's best to let your emotions all out, even if that's just venting here talking about the good times and the bad, I'm here for you, we all are ❤ sits beside you and hugs you tightly ❤
Thank you
his name was Zack he was 34 and his mommas baby so it has been hard.
no one wants to listen to you talk about him it’s hard, my sister told me not to cry???
@LaRee2005 zack is a beautiful name ❤ ❤ 34 is so young to loose him 🙁 you should never have to hurt your own child, I'm so sorry, it's truly heartbreaking😥 if you want to cry them cry, if you want to scream and shout then do so. It's important to let yourself feel whatever your feeling ❤ I want to hear about Zack, and about your sister you lost 🙂 you can talk to me, I care and I want to listen ❤
(I'm in hospital recovering from a operation, just letting you know, cause I might not be able to reply straight away, sorry)