I miss my brother

Six years ago my brother died suddenly, he just didn't wake up in the morning. Absolutely no preexisting problems.
It was the morning after his engagement party which was so lovely.
He and I were so close, our relationship was so special and rare, we were always there for each other no matter what and goofed off together over silly things. We were supposed to grow up together and grow through life together. He understood me in a way no one else ever had or probably will.
I can't believe I'm here alone without him, it's just not right.
I haven't grieved properly.. it's just too painful to fully be there and realize that I'll never see or be with him again. I miss him so much it's unbearable.

@charmingSailboat6528
I am very sorry for your loss, it was heartbreaking when I heard my sister past away 2.5 years ago. I went through a little bit of therapy and one time I made a little box and decorated it and wrote my sister's favorite saying "SHINE-ON!" I wrote a short meaningful note and placed it in the box along with some heart shaped beads (about 8 colors). I placed the paper box on top of my hutch in the living room. I understand how hard these losses of our family members is, and if you want too, I offer my big shoulders for you to lean on. Maybe we can support each other on 7Cups. On 7Cups my name is Day, I'm on the Needs Reply team and am a forum supporter and so I log-on 7Cups about 4-5 times a day 😊
Blessings, Day