Hurt and lonely, anyone here?
It don’t feel too good, I just lost someone close to me, and not in the way one would expect; for pretty much my entire life I lived with my sister, sure we argued and what not but we were still close for an unbelievably long time period. However over time my sister got spoiled and didn’t receive enough discipline. On top of this she ended up entwined in the horrors of the internet and the wrong people at school. The result was a hidden monster lying beneath, made out of ego centrism, hatred, greed, and pride. This monster that used to be my sister lied about my family, accusing all of us of abuse before ending up in a mental hospital last year for two weeks before returning home. Over time there were some conflicts, but things died down, Or so I thought at first. My sister was never the same after that; she became self centered, paranoid of touching anything dirty, and acted very rude and impolite towards my family. When my mom asked her to put on a ponytail she would freak out or ignore. She looked at everyone with a glare like she wanted me to get out of her face. She also looked through my phone after saying she wouldn’t, pulling more dirt on me after finding traces of an old addiction. Just a few days ago however things finally escalated, and I think for good. For context, the day before the whole family went to a graduation, we bought toys, pizza, ice cream, we played video games etc. The very next day out of the blue my parents and I found out to our horror that my sister had run away with her friends to attempt to live with some strangers and to lie about our family so that we could get in trouble. Luckily the police caught her and she was brought to a psych ward where she resides now. I also found out she ranted about how my family supposedly hates LGBT (for the record, we don’t hate anyone, no matter how much we disagree with others values). It hurts me immensely to find out that someone who I loved and spent so much time talking and playing with secretly hated us to the core this entire time. As a result I’m left with an empty hole where my little sis was. I have my loving parents whom I’m grateful for, but it wouldn’t hurt to find someone else on here too. I especially hope to meet a brother/sister in Christ, but I would be happy to meet anyone nonetheless. In short, I lost someone who’s still alive