A last conversation with ex friend

So recently I cut friendship with a a girl, did it in person. At the time she didnt receive it well and yesterday she sent me a message with some thoughts she wanted to get out. 

I didnt take it well, the massage itself wasnt bad intentioned but still it really stressed me for several reasons. So I admit that I was a bit impulsive and there was a little chain of hurt messages from one another. But we could give it a conclusion and in decently respectful ways blocked each other. End to that.

Now, I think I will do fine. I can come to terms with it. It was difficult for me that I gave recognition to her hurt and feelings and apologized for making her feel bad. But she wasnt willing to apologize for nothing. So I became a bit flustered. But I can accept this.

I think. After all, her words that hurt me so much came out because she was in fact also so hurt. And same for me. Basically, we both hurting. So I can forgive it and forgive myself too. A pace. That I guess is enough that I do it with myself at least. 

Of course, I still need some time to get better. But im satisfied and im glad. Hope for a better future. Love