Hiding this from everyone

This is y first time im confessing to this but i need to get it off mychest and im too scred i will be judged by everyone. i didnt say this to any any one, not my parents, sister my closest friend or my therapist!

but im suffering from kleptomania and its a syptom of my eating disorder. it started with taking some stuff from my friends like make up or clothes or stuff like that! then it turned to taking money but not huge amounts and then it some times it went as far as taking moey NOT from my friends but from ppl that i know but who im not friends with like if imsomewhere and there are alot of ppl (ppl that i know but not necessarily frineds with) because were invited to the same place for instance, and then i would sneak something that belongs to them and mostly money!! this has stopped now for quite some time becauyse its against everything im trying to become and because i cannot let my eating disorder control me like that and turn me into this horrible horrible perssooonn!! plus its doing enough damage already so thank you i dont need this on top of everything! plus i really dont need the money !! reallyyyy, thank god i have enough money to live very well, so why the hell am i doing such a horrible thing?? im glad that this has stopped but i wanted to get it off my chest, so that i could remind myself never to go there again!

this is such a shameful behavior and it makes me feel disgusted, bas, controlled, unfair, scareeedddddddd, liar, hypocrate, like if anything bad would happen to me, then i will totally deserve it! greeedyyyy, never satisfied...i dont want to feel these things again! no, please no!