My own self holding me back

I've been feeling at such a loss lately with finding a job. Me and my fiance are trying to get a house which means we will be moving some time soon. And in order to keep up the costs that come with getting a house, I've been thinking of getting a job to help with expenses. I'm a stay at home mom and I've never really worked prior to having my baby. Except for one janitorial job at an elementary school where I was let go a week after I started cause apparently I'm also bad at cleaning lol. But lately I've been looking for jobs and I'm at a loss on what's even good for me. It's either everything requires experience, requires me to leave home, requires me to talk on the phone or I'm just too dumb to do said job. I know as far as working from home customer service is the best way to go but I have crippling anxiety and panic attacks when talking to people when it comes to business. Don't ask me how I've gotten this far in life I honestly don't know. But anyway, customer service seems like my best bet but I can barely handle talking or dealing with people. I've tried getting help to not be that way but to no avail. I just wish there were more jobs out there that didn't require much or at least didn't require having to talk to people cause that's my biggest issue. Maybe I'm not looking hard enough? I don't know. I'm hoping I can find something because I really do wanna help out with finances but my own fears and problems are holding me back. As far as starting my own business? I'm not good at anything lol. The only thing I've ever been "good" at was drawing. But I quit years ago and I'm not any good at it now. I don't know if there's a different way to get rid of my fear and anxiety from being around or talking to people? It would make my situation a whole lot easier without it. And sometimes I feel like I wasn't meant for this world, this world thrives on people interacting with each other. I am not good at interacting with people. So there's that.