My mental illness is a turn off for friends and family

@SquirrellyOranged I'm feeling the same way right now, I can't get my anxiety in check and I feel as though everyone around me is getting tired of it

@SquirrellyOranged This sounds like a cycle. You get anxious -> It turns you family/friends "off" -> you get even more anxious. Rather than focusing on how your family/friends feel, cut the cord by dealing with your anxiety and other issues. They may not understand what it's like but that doesn't mean they can't support you or try to understand. You need to support to get through it.

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