I want to do things but I don't know why I'm not doing it
It's not laziness. I really really do want to complete a work and I'm generally a really good and enthusiastic worker but somehow I can't right now. I just want to drop things and sleep and forget but I'm confused since I don't really have anything I want to forget nor am I troubled by anything. I just can't.
I felt like crying because I happen to be at work and I'm breaking down. I am not.... I don't know.
I feel exactly the same. I'm seriously struggling and just barely getting by. I just feel stuck and can't get myself to move forward even a little bit.
I also feel the same way. Actually, in my 30's I have been lack of drive to do anything. In my 20's I worked very hard and made one bad choice when 29 and my life went downward spiral from the point...
I have the passion to make my dreams come true. I am just too emotionally exhausted to actually take action. I have so much I want to do, but just not enough energy.
I understand your situation. Please know you are not alone. The only advice I can give you from experience is if you are tired, then rest. After you have rested, start with the smallest thing that makes you smile just a little and work up from there. It may take a short while or maybe a very long while, just allow yourself the time and patience you need to recover. Begin nurturing yourself.