School
Does anyone else here have trauma from school? I'm autistic, ADHD, and I have dyscalculia. I didn't get help for these issues until after elementary school. Prior to getting the help I needed, I struggled with all schoolwork, constant bullying, mainly in regards to my intelligence, constantly getting yelled at and scrutinized by my teachers and parents. Because of all of this, schoolwork and tests of any kind send me into total panic mode. I question whether or not I truly am intelligent all the time. Even thinking about going back to school terrifies me. I graduated high school six years ago, but I refuse to pursue any type of college education. No one in my life seems to understand that I have trauma around schooling no matter what I tell them. I know I disappoint everyone I love, and I feel like I'm not worthy of love as I am. I wish I was worthy of love without a degree, but I feel like I'm not. Am I crazy or unusual for finding school traumatic? I can't say I've ever met anyone who shares these feelings and I feel like some insane outcast. I just want to know that I'm not the only one.
@georgesbiscuits I want you to know that you're not alone in feeling this way. It's entirely valid to find school traumatic, especially considering the challenges you faced with autism, ADHD, and dyscalculia without the necessary support during your earlier years. The struggles you endured with bullying, criticism, and panic-inducing situations have undoubtedly left a lasting impact.
It's not uncommon for individuals who have faced such difficulties in their educational journey to feel a sense of trauma and anxiety even after graduating. Your feelings are real, and it's essential to recognize and validate them. It's okay to prioritize your mental well-being over societal expectations.
You are not crazy for finding school traumatic. Many people share similar feelings, and it's a testament to the need for a more understanding and supportive educational system. It's unfortunate that those around you might not fully grasp the extent of your experience, but please remember that your worth is not determined by a degree.
Your feelings are valid, and it's okay to prioritize self-love and acceptance over external expectations. If you ever need someone to talk to or share your thoughts, I'm here for you. Take care.
Thank you for your kind words and reassurance, I appreciate it so much. I feel much less alone now. ❤️
@georgesbiscuits You're very welcome! I'm glad to hear that my words could offer some comfort. Remember, if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. Take care! ❤️
Just bcuz you have dyscalculia (a mental disability) that doesn't mean that you're stupid. Your disability shouldn't stop you from doing anything
