Loss of Friendship

The last few weeks I've been pretty bummed out but today was the day I, in a way, said goodbye to a friend. This friend of mine I met very recently last year. And whether they know it or not they go me through this year. Seeing as I'm someone that tends to get lonely very quickly. They were such great company. Up until recently everything was awesome between us. I felt like we had the type of friendship where it felt like you have made a brother or sister out of them you know? One of those friendships that felt like they would last forever. But I guess that wasn't meant to be. They recently started ghosting me and unadding me on social. And I didn't say anything but I definitely noticed. And it did break me a little. Not knowing what I did to make them pull away hurts. So I had sent them my last message wishing them well and things like that. I thanked them for being a wonderful friend. And I don't know if I'll hear back from them but if I don't I feel like my words are now out there in the universe. And not stuck inside my heart. So I guess the moral of my little short story is that regardless of how strong the friendship felt, it's possible that it won't last forever. And I wish I could have them in my life just a bit longer. But that isn't up to me to decide. I just hope nothing but good things for my friend, or I guess ex friend now. But it'll definitely take me time to heal from this.