I want to Live
I don't just want to survive, I want to live my life. It's been 26 years and it feels like I am only surviving. Yeah, some good moments come too, but what is dominant is "surviving." Whenever I share it with someone, they immediately respond with " I am being ungrateful" which I am definitely not! I know all the blessings I am blessed with but what I really want is to "Live" my life, not only survive it.
@Zarram77
I relate to this profoundly! It sounds like you have a deep awareness of your longing for something more. Something truly fulfilling rather than just survival, or living the typical "normal" life that most people settle for in society. You recognize and appreciate the blessings in your life, yet you also recognize your need for a richer, deeper way of experiencing life. That clarity and determination are powerful to help you achieve your goals. I'm curious, what does "living" look and feel like for you?
Lex
