I dont know
i dont know what im feeling rn
i dont know who im mad at... me prolly... but i dont have anyone else... just me... so i cant afford to be mad at me too...
i dont like this feeling... this emptiness... the vagueness...
the tears leak from my eyes without any stop and i couldnt do anything to stop it or accept it...
i feel my heart dark and black... void of every emotion and love...
i feel like my life's a garbage basket where everyone throws in their *** but what they forget is i have my own *** to accommodate...
everyone's disappointed at me in some way and i know its not my job to keep them at peace but i just couldnt let it or them be...
tiny happinesses light up my day but i couldnt own them as they dont feel mine
i dont know whom to call as mine whom to trust whom to share my life with
i dont know... my life's *** i just know that...
@TheNoSparkleStar gives you a giant tiny hug ❤ squeezes you tightly. I'm so sorry sweetie ❤ theese feelings can be frightening at times. But it will get easier. Have you spoken to a health professional? You are beautiful, you are someone to be very proud off. So don't let anyone ever put you down. We are all here for you ❤please reach out for help when you need to ❤❤ gives you another huggg
@TheNoSparkleStar
Life can be incredibly messy and challenging at times, but there are brighter moments ahead, even if they seem small right now. And you don't have to carry all the burden that life throws at you on your own. Sometimes, sharing your feelings and seeking help, whether from family or friends can make a world of difference