Betrayal Trauma

I've been struggling with betrayal trauma since the beginning of this year. And it's been a long process of healing for me. These days around I do great and I'm thankful I've come so far with getting over said trauma, but it creeps it's ugly head back up again from time to time like today. Yesterday I had such a great day with my family and it was just a nice day overall. And today was great too, but I saw something on social media that just reminded me of the situation I was in earlier this year and the betrayal trauma just floods back in. I know me not stating what exactly caused me to have betrayal trauma is a bit confusing to understand this post as a whole but I just prefer not to talk about it since that isn't what this is about. But I do feel like getting these words off my chest because being reminded of the betrayal from someone in my life hurts a lot and I can't keep it in. But yeah it's really been hard healing from the trauma. I do wish I could just forget about it all but sadly that's not how things work lol. And I'm just hoping one day I can heal fully. And that I can live my life without being constantly reminded on the damage that was done to my heart, to my psyche. Most importantly to my soul. I just feel damaged and broken. You can never truly fix something that has been broken once. I don't want to be broken but I am and it's just hard living with that reality is all. Thanks for anyone who reads <3