long-term listener?

hiya! I was debating on posting to try to get a sponsor this way for a while.

most call me aqua, and I'm a freshman in college. I have social phobia (social anxiety), and so it's really difficult for me to initiate chats or open up about my thoughts. of course, this means I'm lonely the majority of the time

I'd really like an adult long-term listener who'd be willing to:
> initiate check-ups on me as often as they can, since although I'm lonely a lot of the times I'd be too anxious to tell anyone about it
> casually chat with me when they can, also makes me feel less alone
> understand and talk about social anxiety, loneliness, depression / self-loathing

I'm EST, and having someone who's also close to that time would also be great so that we could live / real-time chat when possible. it'd also be great if you could respond at least every other day, since I also get anxious and start wondering if I said something wrong if I don't get a reply after a while

feel free to ask me any other questions
thanks