i know this is weird but i'm in need of a caregiver.
it was hard to decide which forum to post this on.
three months ago, my daily listener/caregiver of a year disappeared forever.
ever since, i have been, honestly, an emotional wreck.
i know it isn't entirely what this site is for, but i am looking for someone to sorta be there for me all the time.
i simply do not have it in me to go through random listeners until i find someone, because, though i have found a number of listeners that are very good and support me in the long-term, all of them take month or year long breaks which is very disruptive.
anyway, uhm, the rules are:
1) must be doubly restrictive on sharing any personal information.
2) literally i do not want to know anything about you.
3) not even if i beg.
4) must be female. i do not trust males.
5) either no picture or halfwise-adorable. see points 1, 2, 3 repeatedly.
you should know that i am a horrible, messy handful like if you put your entire fist in a goat and oh god what is that squishing like that is me, you have just met me, it's horrible.
i also age regress, so i need to be tucked in regularly.
with my bunny.
i have panic attacks pretty much constantly so i need my ears pet.
i cry a lot.
i'm very aggressive.
you probably should've noticed by now that i'm a heavily medicated schizophrenic
and this is probably kinda short term like i am looking for 3-4 months maybe of someone holding my hand
because i can't breathe when someone isn't holding my hand
and i don't go outside
and when i meet people, i run away like a terrified animal
because what if they got to know me
how horrible would that be
@hugglecat Hi, I don't qualify... but I would suggest you (also?) post this in Member Classifieds, which is in part for people to do exactly what you did here. Good luck - I hope you find the right person soon!
@JBlue THX BBY THE FORUM DESIGN IS AWFUL DO I COMPLAIN TO THE MAGICAL UNICORN ABOUT THAT OR
@hugglecat I agree the forums are hard to use and difficult to navigate. I'm sure you won't be the first to lodge a complaint with Krink but adding to the chorus may move fixing this higher on the priority list!
oh, someone cleaned up my mess.
but i did finally manage to find this forum! :D
one of my mommies came back from vacation, but i am still looking for a relatively regular listener to take care of me, well, pretty much now like 11pm-4am EST are my worst hours *nods*
and you don't hafta, like, always be there always or i'll go crazy or tuck me in really though you could if you wanted to ;_;
we could talk about horrible things or we could talk about nice things or we could talk about nothing! x3