i am not living happily?

while child i imagined when i grow up i will have everything i need to live happy life
money , great job and lover
i had nothing now except photos of happy ppl
i have nothing not only that i am sick too and my parents are sick
i didnt achieve anything
so i am good clever person despite that i didnt achieve anything
all the time i wish many things but i cant
the sadest part is i am now 30 years old not young
i feel failure in will
pls help me

Dear @saynow,
I am so sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. It's so brave of you to open up here and thankyou for that! I hope you will get better soon and wish you all the best.
A 1-1 chat is maybe a way to chat in a safe place for you also <3.
Best wishes,
Daphne
@DearDaphne
thank you
really apperciated

@saynow
Im so sorry you are feeling this way❤️ Thank you for sharing your story. I'm sending you lots of hugs and positivity your way! If you need to talk one on one feel free to hit me up