Starting a business, would love some emotional support/friend :)

In need of long term support!

Hello :), my name's Jake. I'm going to build a business for managing social media marketing with local, online and hopefully more businesses!

CHALLENGES:

I get really emotional at times, some examples can be..depression...anxiety...STRESS! and i have some bad habits associated with all three i'd like someone to help me develope new coping mechanisms that i can stick with :).

My current coping mechanisms are competitive online video games, conflict, ruminating on negative thoughts, isolation, "self pleasure viewing material", food, music, flirting, building new relationships. And the severity with which i rely on these things is in that order. }

Processing my thoughts and ideas can be challenging and emotional for me, also when problems arise sometimes it can be a little overwhelming and with not a lot of support and coping mechanisms in my life..well you can imagine how that's a struggle for me.

Building new relationships in a way that people know the real me. A lot of emotion and conflict arises from people not really communicating with the real me cause it's hard for me to show me what with all the emotions and stress i'm having to process while simultaneously run my life. Breaking free of these things will enable me to build key relationships.

INFO ABOUT ME:

I'm a bit of a dreamer. I'm not gonna lie this isn't the first time I've had an idea in my mind that i wanted to follow through on and many times in the past i didn't, admitting that isn't anything special to me. What's special is this time I'm asking for help in following through and I'm taking action that keeps me engaged with making progress. Will you be the person who helps me break this cursed habit :)?

Examples of things i did today to change things: I watched an online seminar on online marketing i learned A LOT of things i could use right now to start getting clients and doing my job with. I also got things squared away with my work at Amazon so i can continue making money to invest in my business and responsibilities :)