I need help, please

Im not having much luck finding someone to connect with on 7 cups yet. Someone to help me deal with the last 3 years of near suicidal pain. I realize you cant give advice but i need someone to engage so i at least know ur listening care and want to help me move forward. Someone i can bounce pain ideas and solutions around with. Im in therapy but its too infrequent to help with the everyday stress, panic and anxiety. A sense of humor would be a great perk but at the very least id like to have a two way conversation rather than feeling like I'm just talking to a wall.