Assassin's creed, red dead redemption 2

Before depression I used to play video games..I love those environment and scenarios. Still my ambition is to play red dead redemption 2 in a high end gaming pc. Now I am diagnosed with MDD and Derealization, so I couldn't able to enjoy things.

@adventurousTangerine2513 I am sorry you have been diagnosed with derealisation. that must be difficult. I know it feels like life can be foggy and non existent but you can still enjoy things. I game a lot on PC and Xbox and i feel it's a way to disconnect from the world and just relax. i haven't played the first red dead yet haha so i need to catch up! my PC can handle it, but it is a lot of Storage! But it does look worth it. Would you say it's better than Skyrim? I do apologise if that's an easy answer. just i play a lot of different games and i used to play a lot of skyrim.