Awake and lost !

I was listening to a tarot reader and he keeps repeating the same thing “you’re attracting a lot of attention, you have a lot of opportunities “ and that’s soo irritating and I don’t know why do I keep listening every time and logout in the middle

feeling dome and used

my second chapter of life began when I dived in spiritually

they always say when you get forward it gets lonely and

today I just realized it

Iam someone who blessed with really good friends and I know that I’m loved an cared for .. but I’m lonely

i feel things i can’t explain so how can they understand

even if I did thy cant and the will be confused amd maybe worry

about me .. so yay for being awake and the difference between you and your EGO

and the conscious snd unconscious

and healing childhood trauma amd inner child

thats really hard and typing with this nails os sooo 🤯😶‍🌫️🤬