I don’t even know what this is but
I really feel like I just need to get out of my house. It’s all 5 kids and 1 parent (my mom) . Ever since my dad has been gone (which was a good thing Bc he was manipulative and an alcoholic) it felt like we lost our mother too. I honestly don’t even wanna live here anymore because I have anger problems and so does my mom. She acts like a child and is honestly kind of a stranger to me . Good days are good days but over all, bad over takes
@GrapePuffer It's totally normal to feel this way - it must be tough considering your circumstance along with everything going on in the world right now. Have you taken a day for yourself anytime recently? I know it might be hard, but going for a walk maybe while everyone else is sleeping or even taking some to your mother might help you feel a bit better.
I wish you understood ... I’m sorry I didn’t explain correctly. My mother doesn’t even believe in therapy yk? She needs help but declines it . I asked her for a therapist and she scolded me telling me they won’t help and all these other things .. I can’t go on a walk, even when I’m mad or just normal feeling, she wouldn’t let me .