I have no right to see the person I love
I feel really stressed and frustrated. I wanted to go to see the person I love last Thursday, but I could not as this day coincided with the second anniversary of my father’s death, and this day is always difficult and psychologically exhausting. Also, the person I love does not know of my presence and may think that my feelings for him are trivial because he is a famous person, and he also seems facing a difficult health condition, and to him I am a complete stranger, so my interest in him would be considered intrusive. I feel sad, frustrated, and horribly afraid. I cannot bear to lose him the way I lost my father, as this could truly destroy me.
@DinaElwy
I understand you have feelings but when you do not know a person ... even celebrity type ... you only know what they chose to show in interviews or personality .... most of that may be scripted by publicist.
I understand you are having a difficult time with your fathers death and having a person to be interested in ...may be a good distraction but in the end if will hurt you more when you see this is a one sided infatuation on a person you know of but do not know.
