Alone

@crimsonBranch4384 It's not silly. Do you even feel lonely with your partner?

I am also in a similar kind of situation. Married for 12 years but there are things that I can't discuss with him. Don't want to share with my family or siblings as we are not so close. Sharing with people I interact regularly along with him seems to be a dangerous idea. So basically, I always run out of options and talk to myself. Never imagined being an adult can be so lonely.

That is not pathetic. I have been married for 9 years. My husband has been controlling and caused to many problems with my friends for them to want to deal with it. Plus I have 3 kids. So we lost touch. I have had mental health problems for the past 20 years or so. I am bipolar. He doesn’t believe in things like that. He works all the time and is never home. Then he only notices I’m there when he wants something. You are not alone I promise u! I feel for u and I am sorry you have to go through that. It’s painful.