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Hi, I'm Giulia, I'm 16 and I speak Italian as my first language, and I think I have an ed. I'm also very sad but I'm trying to get better. part of me wants to feel bad but I'm trying not to listen to it. I feel guilty when I eat but lose control and then "remedy" by throwing up. I can't think of it as serious, or weird, so I don't seek help. being here is a start, hello everyone.