Hello Lavander! My name is Archer and I am a listener here. We have allot of great listeners that would be willing to talk to you and guide you through reaching out for help for your eating disorder issues. Have you tried to talk to someone on here? We have a great page under the chat section called Browse Listeners. That page has a listener search engine in which you can search listeners by category as well. You can be able to find a listener that has experience in speaking to members about eating disorders and be able from there to get the advocated reach of help.
No one can convince you to eat unless you want it too. What we can do is to support you and help you explore the reasons that keep you from eating. :)
Also, I moved your thread from [Group Support Chat] to [Eating Disorders Community Support].Feel free to explore this section as it has lots of resources that might be helpful.