binge eating
hi ive been struggling with binge eating for a while now. it started when i gained a lot of weight (freshman 15 vibes) last year and so i began restricting and ended up losing a lot of weight this year within a few months and was very happy but i was undereating and couldn’t sustain that so i began to eat more again and then the binging started. ive gained all the weight back and maybe even more and ive never struggled so badly with my mental health. my self confidence is gone and i am constantly having to force my mind to stop thinking so negatively about myself. i know i have it in me to stop binging but im really struggling because of how much i hate my body/the way i look and i just dont know how to love myself again :( im also going home for summer in one week and im so scared to see my family and friends bc i feel like theyre all going to judge me for gaining weight