Hey everyone
I just want someone to help me how to deal with my critical of my mother, she is always critical my eating attitude since I was a child, even when I'm trying to make healthy snacks she telling me you always think of food, can't you see how other girls looks, or even how they think of makeup and their own style, but you're not.. that's not true because I always update my outfit according to the place I'm in , I feel exhausted, she destroying me mentally... helppppp!
I know this probably really isn't helpful (and I'm sorry), but your situation really reminded me of a game if you want to check it out. It's called Sundy Stairway. I'm not advertising, it's just a hyperfixation atm, but it's a lot like Omori. The second Stairway (those are like chapters in the storyline) is about a girl you (main protagonist) meet who has a strict mom, and she's on a strict diet but loves baking. We find out she has severe bulimia, and her mom's really mean and gaslights her, because she wants her to ve a model like she was, and so on. The point of the game is to help convince others to not give up though, so you have to go through her story to help her choose what's best for her, and not her mom.
I'm sorry for the infodump, it's probably not what you were looking for at all! Nonetheless, I hope you find help ♡ don't give up.
thanks for your words, I will check this game, I feel I'm in a battle without any soldiers just me, it's really optimistic because I thought that my relation between me and my mom began to be good it turned down again and after her bully even on my body, I really feel bad ...
anyway, I'm keeping going ✌️💗
thats an outdated misogynistic opinion your mom has and thats her problem, but stay strong and know that no one is worth our joy
i wish i could say i practice this 100 percent but i def def def do not, but it has helped me out a lot…i also had a lot
of criticism abuse bullying reiection all over looks etc., its contributed to most of my issues too…
i have days where i think “if i would never say the things i think about myself to another person (to insult them etc) why am i saying it to myseld?” i dont understand either my morals and values and what i think is right, goes against everything my eating disorder orders me to do everyday, i have made serious life altering decisions because my eating disorder told me to…its a sick and twisted tortuous way of functioning…i have gone to treatment..but i feel its inappropriate to discuss my opinion publicly as i am new to the app/site.. i know we are congrating here online but do you have people in your personal life you can talk to? i feel like it would be good to get help now about the problem rather than wait especially if you have already come to tbe realization early on
