Really Struggling with obsessiveness
littlebutterfly13
January 16th, 2015
While I am ten days clean from cutting and purging, I'm struggling with both restricting and bingeing. I'm feeling really self-conscious and hopeless about my body. I'm so anxious, I'm struggling trying to function.
EverlastingLove96
January 18th, 2015
I have recently begun to make myself throw up almost everytime I eat. I don't trust myself to go to the bathroom anymore. Also, I have begun to believe that if I drink high calorie drinks, I don't have to eat. I feel so alone about all of this. The only thing I have going for me is this site. I just want to stop but I can't.
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calmHouse17
January 18th, 2015
Are you worried about your weight?
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EverlastingLove96
January 18th, 2015
Yes. I have anxiety about it.
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