My Confession or Rather Realization

I am the cause of my eating disorder I put my fingers down my throat, I redused that food, I told my stomach to shut up when it growled for food. I did this to myself, I need to be the first one to make myself recover, I can't expect others to do my recovery for me. My problems start and end with me, I may need help and support from others but at the end of the day if I don't decide to recover I simply won't.