I Felt like i had one.
I Thought i had an eating disorder the way i shoved food in my mouth the way i eat with the fork almost like it was a torture to eat then i realizied whenever i was eating food i couldn`t eat correctly whenever i was around my family my hand would start shaking,probably because of my mother`s abuse i was nervous to even move around her.
@generousowl1717 - It's great that you were able to identify that this is primarily triggered by your mother's presence - I think one of the first steps to fixing the eating disorder behavior is being able to understand where it comes from and what triggers it. In order to make it easier to eat at a normal rate, are you able to schedule your meals when she isn't around? Or are there things that can help you feel calmer when around her so that you are able to let go of the behavior? Perhaps preparing with meditation, or practicing mindful eating to stay in the moment?
