First time actually eating all 4 meals
I have been bulimic on and off since 09. But for the past few years I have become anorexic. Not even eating 1000 calories a day. I’m trying hard to eat more, but it’s hard. Usually I’ll just have yogurt and a handful of crackers for lunch. For dinner some chicken. People always make comments about my eating habits, saying, “no wonder you’re so small, you don’t” they say that when I pass up food someone offers me because it’s hard for me to eat more than what I do now. I’m also afraid of gaining weight. This is what happens when you don’t get help for your ED like I should have. But today was the first time in a long time I have eaten all 4 meals. For breakfast a breakfast burrito. Lunch, goldfish. For dinner I ate several wings my brother made along with stuffed shells and garlic bread. For dessert chocolate cake my nephew made. I must say I actually feel pretty good. Maybe this is a sign I need to start eating more?
