Dogmom's almost daily check-in
Not sure how long I can keep this going but i'll try. This is mostly for me but that's okay right?
Currently half a year into recovery.
Won't give any stats, its bad for me
Worked all day or getting ready for work. Didn't really eat healthy though, I made chicken strips for lunch (with delightful coffee!) and didn't eat again till I got home but I am trying to keep myself from eating all of these chocolates from Christmas (gahhhh).
Almost the New Year, but no new promises.
I'm taking the first 2 months to re-find myself. Quiting my job so I can focus on me, my school work and just to be overall happy again.
Today was decent, I didn't go to bed till 730 this morning and got up at 130 but i'm alive.
Best friend and I went and got our nails done and had dinner and then to our favorite book store. I say it's time to just relax and start on re-reading an old favorite of mine. Starting to think about starting a book collection but I feel like people don't really like my books but it's supposed to be MY collection.
Gonna make myself a nice bowl and enjoy my night since i'm working in the morning, still have no clue what to do tomorrow for New Years.
I know things are changing, and are changing to fast but it's like I don't want to keep up anymore.
This is my third attempt at updating this , each time I close out forgetting i've started.
The last few days have been hard and weird.
I eat like a pig all the time and I hate it but I can't stop thinking about food. I really love fast food but I know it's bad for me. I think once i'm on my own I'll be able to cut down on the grease.
Banks sucks. I'm not even sure if i'll get my check through, I don't understand how this works so i've been googling it. So they placed a hold on a check and I couldn't figure out why. I was thinking that it was because I've never had that amount in the account as well as deposited (I have to accounts with two different banks so most of my money is in the good bank account bc the other bank sucks) but it says they put a hold on it because it get might returned. HOW DOES ONE RETURN A CHECK? I'm not a good adult because I have no clue wtf that means, but from my understanding, it basically is some bullshit, grownup way of saying "Haha no money for you, fuck you, our money now"
Stupid banks.
It's super cold outside and I don't wanna do anything but I have so much I need to do.
I need to get back into writing and journaling. I'm so horrible. New Years , New me?
