Do I have an eating disorder?
I never starve myself. I never purge. I don't know if what I do counts as binging. I've always been an average weight, but I'm so scared of gaining weight that I constantly track what I eat with an app. I used to even�weigh every bit of food. I spend hours a day looking at my app, wondering how I can reduce my calorie intake. Is this an eating disorder? Or just an extension of my anxiety disorder? I don't know what to do because I'm worried about it all the time but last time I quit tracking for a while I gained [weight edited be 24Help1] pounds and I'm only now starting�to lose�it again.
It can be considered both, at this point if you start to lose weight then yes (please be careful! Getting out of eating disorders and their habits is a really difficult thing)
I feel like it's impossible for me to try to eat right and exercise without it becoming an obsession. Ikeep going back and forth between not caring and caring too much. I don't know where it ends
I'm no professional by a longshot, but according to what I've read in the past, as long as you're consistently eating within a range that qualifies as healthy (edited to remove calorie specifics by Anomalia), it might not be fair to call it an eating disorder per se, whereas when I went through something similar as a kid, my doctor did call it a manifestation of an anxiety disorder.
In short, I'd say it could be either of those things, erring on the side of anxiety disorder - but it could still bloom into a full-on eating disorder, needless to say, and personally I'd say you're within your right to lose weight if you want to, but if you are losing weight currently, I wouldn't recommend limiting yourself any more than you already are, and upping your daily calorie intake by small-ish amounts over a period of time until you've eased yourself out of a weight loss mode.
Anyone who knows more on any of this point/could make any suggestions that they know to be valid beyond "seems legit", good lord please correct me!
At the end of the day, no one can diagnose you but a doctor/therapist, but if eating issues are impacting your life to the extent that they are infringing on the rest of your day / taking your focus, then there is an issue that warrants getting help and support.