Kind of bullemic?

I don't know if I could classify myself as really anorexic or Bullemic. I don't count calories or necessarily care about being thin or not, but I feel nauseated often and will often stick my fingers down my throat to puke just to make the nausea less annoying. I've tried medications but nothing works. I also use throwing up to get out out of stressful situations like being at work or school or around people in general. I also don't eat a whole lot either, because lots of foods make me feel sick. If I'm forced to eat something I don't like a lot of the time I'll go into the bathroom and just force myself to throw it up. Sometimes I make myself throw up for no reason I don't even know why I do it. It just feels like I have to. I'm like, 5'3 and [removed] which isn't too bad, a lot people are definitely worse off. Idk it just seems like no one cares that I even do this but I'm pretty sure it's not normal?

Edited by AffyAvo Nov 21, 2022 for specific weight, see the community specific guidelines under about.